From time to time I experience something that is hard to explain. I will be driving, which is my job, minding my own business, when I will see a woman and for just a second I feel something stirring inside my chest. It is not usually a mutual glance, and I never see them again let alone meet them. It is a flash glimpse that makes me unsettled for a long time afterwards, up to an hour.
I am not looking for a new romantic relationship. I am not staring at or lusting over women that I see every day. I see pretty girls and I appreciate them but that’s all. So when this happens it startles me.
I am not sure what is happening or why it happens. It has happened maybe 3 time in the past 12 months. But it hits me hard every time.