I am surprised how sad it made me going to a funeral. I don’t like being sad. I shed too many tears in the years since Kathy died. I want to be happy, not sad.
I go to church to worship God, since it takes my eyes off of myself. No matter what is happening here on Earth, God has everything under control. I don’t always see that in reality, but I believe it.
So I won’t boo hoo here on you. But it is just a part of life that loss is hard no matter who or what we lose.